Wednesday, November 28, 2007

im super glued to you.

this is my message to the guy who probably won't ever know how much i love him:

the first time you met me.
you instantly liked me.
but i didn't like you at all.
as the days passed by, i got to know you better.
i had this strange feeling.
something ive never ever felt before.
i wasn't sure what it was, was it love?
or infatuation?
sure, you were really good looking.
you were really talented.
you had everything i wanted in a guy.
you were mr.perfect.
i have never loved any guy my entire life until you came.
you were my first love, but maybe not my last.
unless a miracle happens.
but those times when you liked me.
it faded away.
i felt like i was let down.
i was crushed.

now im pretty sure you don't like me anymore.
you probably don't even remember liking me at all.
4 years have passed, and you're still the guy i truly love.
i have met so many, thought i really liked them.
but i still fall back to my terrible past.
now im superglued to you.
no matter who i meet.
no matter who i start to like.
no matter who i start to develop feelings for.
you're still the guy i end up loving the most.
and i feel so stupid for still loving you after four years of being neglected and forgotten.
i can't get you out of my system.
i can't move on.
i can't forget about u...
i want you to be mine
and i know you won't.

all i want to say is that I STILL LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
and i don't know how or when will i ever forget you.
maybe never.

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