hope she finds out.

so joan, carmie, jannette and I did something.

vicky and some other blockmates of mine who feel the same way about 'her' will do the same.

we answered a survey entitled 'Pinaka Ayaw (panama kay ano)'.

and i hope she reads it.

i actually felt so good it was like a relief.

coz she actually deserves it after everything she's done and how she's been the whole year.

she couldn't even be aware of it at all because that's how she is!

she think's she's always right and whoever she's hating on at the moment is wrong.

maybe she's reading this right now and she's like, "Who could Pat be talking about? Definitely not me!"

i even think of myself as one of the meanest girls ever for being so mad at her but it's not my fault at all that she makes me so mad.

she brings out the hater and war freak in me.

and she deserves to hear and realize all of this.

and IF she doesn't even humble herself or at least feel bad or admit she was wrong...

that's her problem. karma's waiting just around the corner.

and maybe some of you guys think this person is you, but i just wanna make you feel relieved by saying:

it's definitely not someone on my friend's list here. at least that's a little minus because i only have three friends here coz i don't know anyone else who has blogspot. haha. because why would i add her here anyway right? i even want to delete her in multiply and friendster na but i don't want to be THAT obvious. I want to take it one step at a time but she still has to find out.

and maybe she thinks im the only one who feels this way but she's got it all wrong. actually, about 8O% feels this way even a person she looked up to and a person she fell in love with (hahaha that's something i want her to find out). i wonder how she will feel.

i never even thought that i would feel this way towards her because when i first met her i really liked her.

and i don't really care if she's offended or if she wants to fight back.

she's only one person and we're a LOT.

i actually feel bad that things turned out this way in our relationship (if there is one) with her.

well, not our fault.

so i hope she's reading this.

she can curse me for all i care..

she always does anyway.